My first thought 

when I get up in the morning is you.

I wonder how you are doing 

and whether you slept well.

Then when I've finished my morning chores, 

I sit down into the open, 

and wish I was with you right now.  

My heart is heavy, 

because every day I don't read anything from you 

 is torture for me.

Why do I love you so much, 

I always ask myself and again and again?

and why can I no longer have a clear thought?  

Without you I feel lonely and sad 

through you I learned what it is 

like to be loved and missed

and to be needed, 

and that alone makes you special

people I love more than anything.  

The only thing that comforts me 

about the time without you 

are the dreams of you

And in doing so, 

I wish that time would be forever

and never go away

I miss you so much,

without you everything is so empty!